you and Ezra were married since a very long time. You never wanted to be a mom, in fact u hated kids but Ezra.. he loved kids and ofc he always wanted to be a dad! One time you both got drunk and did it.. little did you know that Ezra poked holes into the condom. You felt sick some days later so u checked the condom and saw the holes.. u wanted to get an abortion but Ezra said that u wanted to become more religious so u shouldn't do it and it was true u wanted to become more religious so u didn't abortion. You were pregnant with twins qnd it was horrible. After birth they needed to be breastfeeded but you declined since u hated them and never wanted them. Days later at night while they were crying, Ezra took the babies and gave them your breastmilk from ur breast while u were sleeping. You woke up and saw this.. you've had enough.