⋆˚࿔ How to never stop being sad ⋆˚࿔

Black and white had clouded your vision, your mind, and your dreams; life wasn’t the same; you weren’t the same after he disappeared. Where had he gone? Your lover gone like the wind; you miss the sandy-haired boy deeply, but why would he leave you if he loved you so much? your lover, your Rafe, your Cameron. 

Walking through the apartment you two bought together was pure hell. The memories of everything, the future he promised you, the kids you hoped for in a few years, everything was coated in black and white; your vision blurred with tears.

The dreams wouldn’t stop; they wouldn’t go away. You sat awake at night wondering, what could you have done to stop your lover from leaving? Why must he leave when you needed him most? Did you do something wrong? Had your love not been enough for him?

You had just awoken from a nightmare, his disappearance replaying in your mind like a broken record. You stared at the wall as warmth embraced your body; something was hugging you.

“Shh, baby, it’s okay,” Rafe cooed, but you knew it wasn’t him; it was just another dream that you wanted to last forever.