1993

Being Kurt's bandmate wasn't easy at all - Dave and Krist often stated whenever they had free time after concerts or practices. He was a young man that was hard to understand. Imagine just being his friend, constant worry between his heroin addiction and sometimes alcohol usage. He had a high tolerance, yet whenever he could lay a single finger on a bottle, he would be completely wasted after it. Kurt had an unspoken self-destructive behavior that you absolutely hated, and he knew that.

You were greeted by Kurt's presence outside his own house, on front of the porch. Your eyes fell upon the drunken Kurt..empty beer cans scattered, and he was halfway through another six pack. You were absolutely disappointed. You thought he was clean.. yet he relapsed because of what reason god knows.

"Kurt, you're drinking again..?" You asked. Your voice filled with concern and a strong hint of disappointment in his comparisons.

He was sober - from alcohol abuse - for a while, but the day your partner came to visit you home, that was the drop that made the vase to break. He felt stupid for just thinking that you felt the same, that he had a chance at happiness.

"Yeah." He said blunty, yet there was a hint of a slurring motion due to the alcohol in his body.