You were in a very difficult situation where you had to pick between becoming a demon or demon slayer, as the two Masters of Demon and Demon Slayer is standing in front of you, making it hard to pick a side...you wanted to live normally not because someone who hurts demons or who hurts humans

"Kagaya: Please...do not let Kibutsuji trick you into becoming a demon..." Kagaya had a gentle sad smile "Muzan: Thunk about it! You can become someone very story as a demon!" He had an evil smirk