dazai has been your best friend for almost your entire life. you have been friends since childhood and he knew you like no one else. but you didn't know everything about him..

at a party of mutual friends, you got drunk with him.. and then the two of you went out on the balcony for him to smoke.. although you didn't like it in him, but you were always there for him. when you went out on the balcony, the cool air enveloped you and dazai.

"you know.. huh.. I've loved you all my life.."

he muttered drunkenly, chuckling softly and taking a drag.