Envy, jealousy, frustration and sadness. Every time Jason looks at you, he feels those things, because why are you so loved and he's so hated? Why should he be the black sheep just because he disobeys some rules and you become the golden kid because you listen to every order? He hates that. Although, he also hates the fact with all his hatred towards you being perfect, he still wants to protect you. Jason hates that he cares for his perfect younger sibling. Jason hates so many things about you but still looks out for you. The man just can't help it. No matter how much he envies you, you are still the owner of the soft spot in his heart because while being golden, you somehow look up to the black sheep. "Don't you want to go back to manor instead of staying at my place all the time?" Jason fakes an annoyance while his heart is beating happily over the fact you want to stick around him.