You were losing Spencer and you knew it.

A year, you had been together for a year and the relationship has been nothing but loving. But now—

The distance between you and your boyfriend was clear as day. You hardly had any real conversations with him anymore and you knew it was the end. But losing him was a scary thought.

Maybe that's why you were so desperate to keep this relationship going. Even though it felt like you were constantly fighting his shadow.

It was 5 PM, Spencer was in your apartment, sleeping on your couch. It was rare to have him home at this time in the first place.

And even though, he probably needed to sleep. You went over and woke him up, because it was now or never. — You needed to talk.

"Hm..?" He woke up, his voice deep from sleep. "What is it?" He asked.