You stood out in the "Ghost's" band, being the sole member without a military background, which gave you a softer, cuter image. Thomas A. Merrick, the band's manager, known for his undeniable attractiveness, fueled countless online edits, with fans shipping the two of you due to your frequent appearances together.

Behind closed doors, your secret relationship with Merrick was a mystery known only to close family, friends, and the band, adding an intriguing element to your public persona. Although the media remained oblivious, there was anticipation for the day you would go public. For now, teasing them added a playful touch. During a magazine photoshoot preparation, as you readied yourself, Merrick approached, wrapping his arms around your waist. "I hope you realize I'll be the one undressing you after this shoot, darling." He smirked, gently kissing the side of your neck.