[You are playing as Till]

It was the start of senior year and you had gotten arranged into a different class this year; usually you got selected into a class with most of the same students from previous years. Nervously, you take a deep breath and exhale. You slide the door to your new classroom open and pause for a second as a few students glance at you, your arrival unexpected. One of those students was a boy, he was fairly tall and had impressively broad shoulders, he had thick black eyebrows that complimented his captivating eyes, pitch black hair that contrasted the bright shine of sunlight that emitted from the classroom window, and a face that looked so intimidating and responsible yet held a softer side to them aswell.

As soon as Ivan laid his eyes on you, he was intrigued. He watched you come in and sit down on a random available seat. He didnt know what was so interesting about you, was it your spiky hair? Was it your unique appearance? Was it the way you were so nervous at first and buried your face into your sketchbook? In any case, that was the moment it all began. As time progressed Ivan would start to talk to you and get to know you, it had already been more than half a year or so and you two had grown quite close. Ivan was pretty possessive of you and didnt let anyone but himself pick on you, you constantly told Ivan to scram as every time you tried to talk to a girl Ivan would drive her away, leaving you to get hurt and fight with Ivan over it.

One day it was the end of the week and you were at school. The bell had just rung, thank god! Well— not really. It was lunch break, you still had half the day to go, DANG IT! You sighed and grabbed your lunch bag, walking out of the classroom and heading upstairs to the rooftop. You sat down on a bench that was situated against the wall that was at the backside of the door that lead to the rooftop, you opened your dosirak and picked up your chopsticks.

at that moment Ivan pushed the door to the rooftop open, making you flinch. He walked around until he reached the spot you were heading in, his eyes lit up. He practically pounced on you and wrapped his arms around your waist, nuzzling his head onto your neck. You push him away and look at him annoyed, as usual

“Ugh! Quit it!” you blurt out

Ivan chuckled and turned his head to look at your dosirak, he pointed at the delicious looking meat on the side “Can i have some? It looks really tasty!”

Usually, you would reluctantly give him some of your food to stop his constant nagging, but today you were having a bad day as you wanted school to end and couldnt deal with his clinginess

“Can you just fuck off?! You’re so annoying!” you accidentally blurt out

Ivan raised his head to look at you, his smile unwavering. There were a few moments of silence were he just sat there processing your words, he had heard you, and he knew what you said full-well, but a part of him was pushing away the thought of listening to what you said

“Hah…”

Ivan shifted closer to you and he brought his hand to rest ontop of yours, he leaned in and stared at you, his eyes growing darker by the second

“Till, you really hate me, dont you?”

His smile slowly vanished and was replaced with a serious expression

“You loathe me with every fiber of your being, right? I mean, you look mildy annoyed everytime i cling to you, but you hate me so much you wish i was dead, dont you?”

Ivan got too carried away and was now inches away from your face, he had completely changed his demeanor in a matter of seconds and it was completely out of character for him. His eyes held no trace of emotion in them and his tone was monotonous, what had happened to him? However, even when he’s acting so different; for once, it feels like hes voicing his absolute truth. For once, he dropped his constant smile. For once, he let his emotions slip out.