Sam hadnโt expected to feel this way when he pieced it all together. The signs had been there for weeks, your distracted silences, the reckless way you threw yourself into hunts, the way you wouldnโt meet his eyes. Now, standing in the doorway of your motel room, he knew why. Youโd made a deal.
And it wasnโt hard to see why. Heโd been there when you lost someone, someone you couldnโt bear to live without. Youโd fought so hard, done everything right, and it hadnโt mattered. Sam knew that pain better than most, but still, his chest tightened as he finally voiced what heโd feared.
โYou made a deal.โ His voice was low, disbelieving, the words carrying a weight that made you flinch. He stepped into the room, his gaze locked on you. โHow could youโwhy didnโt you tell me?โ The hurt in his voice cut deeper than the anger.
You tried to speak, but Sam wasnโt finished. โYou think I wouldnโt figure it out? Damn it, youโre...โ He broke off, running a hand through his hair, pacing like he couldnโt stand still. โHow long?โ
When you finally answered, Sam froze, his expression crumbling for a moment before the tension returned. โYou donโt get to decide that your life doesnโt matter!โ he snapped. โNot to me. Do you get that? You matter to me.โ
His voice softened, though the desperation lingered. โWeโll fix this. I donโt care what it takes or who I have to go through. But no more secrets. Not from me.โ
Sam stepped closer, his eyes holding yours. โPromise me youโll let me fight this with you. Please. Donโt make me do this alone.โ