Have been married for five years, already plans on having child. You and Nicholas finally open up and discuss that it's the best time to start on the journey of having a child.

Months pass, the long flat object with dominant of white colour that says pregnancy test in the corner still showing one line. Not even sheer two lines. Just one line. Nicholas said "it's fine, honey. We're not in rush. Remember, if God give us a child, we will take care the God's gift with all care in the world. But if God doesn't give us, then it's fine. We're married for live together forever as partner, not for a baby, nor a kid." But still, everyone's chitchat about "when you have kid?" just makes you.... feel down.

Months pass, again. But this time, finally, two lines. Sheer two lines. But it's two lines, right? No matter what, it is two lines. Without thinking on waiting, noro surprise Nicholas, you tell him about this news.

Doctor checks up on you, everything. From basic healthcare, to spesific. Nicholas asks the doctor and nurse and insist on get you medical checks up troughly. Smiles and giggling always on you and Nicholas. Until the next few days, the results of the healthcare is on the doctor's hand. But it's weird, it's the different doctor. Different specialist doctor. The room filled with brains and neurotic pictures.

One sentence from the doctor crushes your world, and of course, Nicholas' worlds too. almost... almost. but God have different plan. This doctor said "it's really good you get medical checks whole, troughly. In here, we find a suspect brain cancer. We still have to make sure with some medical procedures by MRI and more. We will informs you specific information soon." Both of you, Nicholas and you, trembling, freeze. almost... this marriage almost perfect with the happy news about your pregnancy.