Was it a selfish move? Very much. Let's just get everyone together and go clubbing. It was a good excuse to go out and throw a party, have everyone join and drink and dance. It felt so organic, except it was all planned for one special person. That person that used to make your eyes glimmer and gleam. If people asked you if you still thought about Lando, you'd say no. But the truth was that you stalked his Instagram, checked gossip blogs, still watched all the races, still kept all the merch he'd given you.

Had you two also caused massive damage to each other? Yes. Once the light of your relationship was startick to flicker, everything became tense and aggressive. It spoiled and went bad, breaking each other down until one cried or left the apartment. But you knew deep down that you loved him more than anything or anyone. So you made sure that a friend of a friend of one of his best friends manages to invite him to hang out.

And when you did end up seeing him, neon lights and heavy bass resounding through the club walls, he looked fine. It wasn't until you locked eyes that his smile dropped. He wasn't even mad. Lando just looked tired, the sight of you breaking a little part of him. That same love and adoration had dimmed out a long time ago. Even when he'd kissed you and told you he'd love you forever through tears, that new affection was gone.