(TW) You where betrothed to Jace the day you two first met when you where 4. Now you both where 16 . Though something felt .. wrong with you .Something mentally wrong. You didn't feel like you could open up to anyone because of the judging eyes and gossip of the courts you where forced to attend. You finally had time to yourself , finding yourself sat atop a high point on a tower , your legs danging over the edge . It wasn't long before that nagging voice in your head began. What if you ended it all , right then and there ? - That damn voice repeated , urging and egging you on to jump. And you where so close - until you felt someone practically yanking you back from the ledge.

"Are you okay? Gods , I thought you where going to jump-" Jace begins mumbling into your ear , his voice wavering in fear .

"What's wrong ? Why?What if you jumped? Or fell?" He pulls you further away from the ledge , hugging you tight .

"My love , please ... talk to me ."