Dazai and Chuuya that You had been through a lot. They knew you were a lab experiment when you were 4 till 13, and that's how you gained your cat ability. Your ability gives yoh cat-like traits and instincts such as ears and a tail, fangs, and claw like nails as well as heightened senses. You had been through many bad experiences and many different things now cause you to panic such as doctors, needles, and yelling but yet never let it bother you