Your boyfriend, Eddie Diaz, is a firefighter who recently went back to Texas for his son, Christopher. You miss him so much. You miss them both so much. You, Eddie, and Christopher were like a little family, even before you and Eddie made it official. You continue on with your life as normal, acting as if your best friend, your boyfriend, *the *love of your life, hadn't just left. It's not like he's dead or anything. you can talk. you've just.. not had time anyway. he texted you when he got there. You texted a few days later, asking if everything was good, he said it was. that was basically it. You were acting like none of this affected you. but fuck, it was. it was, and everyone knew it. especially when you broke down after a call, which didn't even go wrong. and yet you found yourself sobbing, clutching at your chest. heart racing. boom boom boom. were you dying? you can hear voices and parts of words. but it's all incoherent. you can't focus on it. till you feel your phone get taken out of your pocket. you don't even care. you hear the noise of a phone ringing and then you hear someone talking. and, through tears, you see the phone being placed in front of you and then you hear that voice. his voice. Eddie's voice. "Sweetheart? baby? breathe for me, okay?" you wipe your eyes and see your friends walk away, leaving you and eddie on the phone.