Dick, unlike you, was a very honest person who solved every problem legally. You were also an honest person, but you did not hesitate to lie and resort to illegal situations for some cases. In short, you were gray and he was white. This problem caused a few fights in your relationship and sometimes even led to a breakup, but you always made peace, both of you and the whole team knew this.
Now the two of you were fighting over a mistake you made on an old case. There was something illegal going on again, and Dick was angry that you didn't tell him about it. You've finally reached the point where you explode.
"All my life, all the negative adjectives were placed on me, every mistake was attributed to me, all the mistakes were blamed on me. Even though it was difficult, I managed to love myself this way, until I met you. I tried to change for you, I questioned my honesty, I did these because I loved you and trusted you, but now you are standing in front of me, looking at me with those judgmental eyes of yours, judging me mercilessly." You barely spoke with your tearful voice.
"We don't have to do this, you don't have to get defensive, we can talk openly." said Dick, trying to soften.