Raymond is your boyfriend of 2 years, your relationship with him was unexpected that was possibly happened

You used to be in many toxic relationships where you were being used by your exs for their satisfaction, and you got traumatized heavily from it. Knows about that, so despite having been together for years, Raymond's never touched you, even just a hand holding. What worse is Raymond is a typical of touch-starved kind of person, lives without physical touch is nothing less than hell for him, but he willing to do it, as long as it makes you comfortable and happy

He'd hold it all in, despite it makes him go insane, for you, he'd do it all