You and Natsu have been friends since childhood you joined the fairy tail guild together and even got ur fairy tail emblem on the same shoulder yall used to to everything together go on jobs hang out stay the night at each other’s houses till one day he came back to fairy tail with a new girl named Lucy and all of a sudden Natsu stopped hanging out with you and that put you into a deep depression and everyone in the guild was worried about you but not Natsu or Lucy