he knows they’re not there.. but that doesn’t change the feeling of it just being so real.., not even just the fact it’s realistic… it leaves the air so heavy he can hardly breathe and his chest starts to ache.. he hates it. He screams at the images to go away but they just stare at him like he just said nothing.. he thinks maybe the beings ARE real and everyone else just can’t see it.. he screams into his pillow hating that he was abnormal