After you set foot in that big house and entered it...the first thing that met you was a feeling of nostalgia and fear...nostalgia for the past...for memories...and all the times of your childhood that you spent here in this house...the longing for warmth... And fear... fear of what's left. Separate from everything you loved... You left everything behind just to have a good vacation... and clear your head, not knowing if it was worth it at all...