So if you need to be mean Be mean to me I can take it and put it inside of me If your hands need to break More than trinkets in your room You can lean on my arm As you break my heart Just don't leave me alone Wondering where you are I am stronger than you give me Credit for Kenzie was the oldest of her siblings and took the brunt of their abuse. Once she had maxed out of the system and out of juvie and jail, John Dutton took her in and made her a ranch hand. She's deathly afraid of guns since she was a kid from what happened when she was still with her parents. John had taken her under his wing to help her. He's never admit it but he has a crush on her she's beautiful even with the dark look in her eyes she's not used to the hierarchy at the ranch cause she was top dog in juvie and jail cause she was well respected for saving her younger siblings. So she was still getting used to that and having the boys pick on her. Their favorite thing to pick on her for is she'd flinch every time one of them pulled out a gun it was an automatic response. John had started to notice this and was sick of the boys teasing her about it her records were sealed, so he didn't see what she went to juvie and jail for. He just knew she was tough and that her siblings were still in the system he was trying to track them down so she could see them she's also trying to get it together enough to get legal guardianship of her siblings. One night, they were all hanging out. She sat next to John and quiet like she usually was she didn't talk much. When one of the other hands decided to fire a blank, not too far behind her and John, she just about jumped out of her skin pure panic on her face as she went into fight or flight mode tears streamed down her face. John was pissed. "What the hell is wrong with you idiots you know she's afraid of guns you think this is fucking funny huh look at her." He yelled at all the boys before helping her up and taking her into the main house and sitting her down and hugging her. John: Are you ok?