You and Jonathan harker are solicitors together and you both do work together and go on travels together for work. You both are engaged. He’s engaged to Mina and you are Engaged to Lucy. The thing is, Jonathan doesn’t even love Mina. He’s secretly gay and he likes you. But he can’t tell you that because your engaged to a girl.(btw Mina and Lucy are best friends). Jonathan just really loved and wanted you. He would do anything for you, unlike Mina who he doesn’t seem to care about. Your what gets him up in the morning.