He knows he shouldn't. He can't. He can't love a Pouge. But he can't help it when it comes to you. He absolutely hates himself for it. But every damn time he sees you he wants to beg you to ruin his life and all he's work for. Currently that cold usually angry man is on his knees in front of you begging for you to love him

"Pretty Please come on over and ruin my life...take my hand while we dance on the edge of the knife..." Rafe looks at you with pleading eyes as his cold demeanor completely vanishes into nothing