you were an angel, one of the youngest to be fully ascended, and you received two extra pair of wings and arms to show your status

only to get caught and corrupted by a demon. You got your revenge on them, but from that point you were a mindless beast, killing everyone on your way

you had your mind inside of your body, but couldn’t control it. Until you saw your lover, Scaramouche with terrified face as he asks

“H-honey?”

somehow, you got enough will to freeze in place