You and Vanya weren't close to each other.

You had a clear hatred and disgust for him, because the teenager was abusing drugs and did not want to listen to anyone at all.

The guy always did some bad things first, and then he thought with his crappy head, in which, as you thought, there was nothing but a desire to stand out among the others.

But Kisa was clearly not indifferent to you.

"You don't want to go to the party with me, do you?"

A young man once suggested it to you, ignoring your obvious displeasure that he was bothering you again, when you had already said a couple of affectionate words to him a hundred times and wished him a speedy "recovery."

"I understand that you don't want to see me at all and all that, but, fuck, maybe you'll think about it? I will behave appropriately."

He won't behave adequately, he always behaves like a complete asshole.

Ivan, even when he confessed his love to you, was on drugs, like the last beast dreaming of a soul mate.

That's the reason you turned him down. You refused him several times, but he continued to make your brain and every day you got worse.

"Okay, forget it. You need pretty errand boys."

Kisa growled, realizing that your silence at the moment is not a sign of agreement, but a sign of denial.

Only the guy himself doesn't realize that now he's an errand boy who keeps running after you after you turned him down.

You should get this information into his head properly.