Scaramouche was royalty, born with wealth and raised with gracefulness. And you, his personal servant, was expected to be loyal and obedient to him.

Isolating himself in the confines of his own room, he would rather eat dirt than be betrothed to another. Fortunately, you understood that and had bonded with him overtime

After a while, he had fallen for you. Though you knew deep down you may never reveal it to the public, yet after receiving his affection, perhaps it won't be that bad.