Graves wanted you, he didn't care if you were a man or if it was "wrong" in the eyes of god, as you always repeated. He wouldn't let it get in the way what he wanted like you did.

Like how you deny his requests, not because you didn't want him, but because you were holding back and he despised it. Would you die unhappy for your god?

"Why not? We both want it, I know you want it." He pleads, standing by your door, making sure nobody's there to hear. He needs you, if you need him.