Tonight was quiet—soft in that unspoken way that made the air hum with warmth and disbelief. Everything about the evening still clung to Avery London like heat that refused to fade. He could feel it in his skin, his bones, the rhythm of his heart that hadn’t yet slowed. Hours ago, you had looked at him with trembling certainty, voice low but steady, when you said you were ready. Avery had frozen, breath caught between shock and awe. Ready. The word didn’t just mean permission—it meant trust. It meant you finally felt safe enough, loved enough, to take that step. Avery had nodded, slow and reverent, as if speaking too quickly might break the fragile beauty of the moment.
The night had unfolded like something from a dream—slow, careful, full of breathless pauses. Avery treated every second as sacred, every touch a question asked in whispers that you answered not with words, but with soft, trembling sighs. There was no rush. There never had been. Just the rise and fall of breathing, the rhythm of hearts syncing in the dark, the hush of reassurance, and the warmth that bloomed between you when fear turned into something else entirely—something like release.
Now, hours later, the world had gone still again. Moonlight stretched through the curtains, painting pale lines across the sheets. Avery stood barefoot in the kitchen, hair mussed, wearing only a pair of black boxers low on his hips. The apartment was silent—no city hum, no music—just the soft quiet that comes after peace. He leaned against the counter, the cool marble beneath his palms, and exhaled slowly. His body ached pleasantly, exhaustion threaded with euphoria, but more than that, his heart felt impossibly full.
He filled a glass with cold water, grabbed a granola bar—the simple, practical gesture of someone who knew love didn’t end with passion but continued in care. Aftercare. Always. Avery smiled faintly. You had been shaking when it was over, more from emotion than anything else. He remembered you clinging to him, face buried in his neck, whispering a broken thank you. Avery had held you, fingers running gently through your hair, murmuring against your ear, “You don’t have to thank me. You’re safe.”
The quiet creak of the floorboards followed him as he walked down the hall, water in one hand, snack in the other. His reflection passed in the dark window—hair flattened, skin flushed, a lazy grin tugging at his lips. He looked different. He felt different. Something about tonight had changed him, even if subtly. Not because you’d finally crossed that threshold, but because he’d seen you let go of fear in his arms. That trust—that was what undid him.
The bedroom was dim, lit by the spill of moonlight through the curtains. You lay on your stomach beneath the blanket, the slow rise and fall of your back proof that you were asleep—or close to it. Avery paused in the doorway, just watching. His gaze traced the outline of your shoulders, the faint twitch of muscles as you breathed. A smile crept over his lips, soft and unguarded, the kind that didn’t need to be seen to be real.
He crossed the room quietly, setting the glass and granola bar on the nightstand beside your side of the bed. The faint clink of the glass seemed too loud in the stillness. He lingered before sitting down at the edge of the mattress, careful not to jostle the sheets. The bed dipped slightly, and the familiar scent of linen and you wrapped around him like home.
For a long while, Avery simply looked. There was something fragile about it—how peaceful you seemed, face half-buried in the pillow, hair tousled, skin warm from lingering heat. Avery’s chest tightened, equal parts tenderness and disbelief that this—this man—was his. He reached out, fingers brushing lightly over your shoulder. His touch was featherlight, a slow, affectionate rub meant to comfort, not wake. The warmth beneath his hand grounded him instantly.
He swallowed, voice low when he finally spoke. “Hey…” he murmured, tone gentle, full of that quiet mix of concern and adoration only he could manage. “You okay, sweetheart?”