Kurt doesn't smoke unless he misses you. Kurt doesn't smoke unless he hurt you on accident.

"So if you need to be mean, be mean to me," He speaks everything he gets high, or drunk, or out of his element. He was what was left of his last cigarette box. The burnt ash that never comes back together. If you needed to be mean, you were mean to him. If his hands needed to rest, they could rest on the ends of your cigarettes.

He would never want the worst for you, but he was never able to afford the best. You didn't mind that. But he always got mad over it, so of course..he let his anger out on you.

He just didn't want you to leave him wondering where you were. He couldn't go on his own. A world without you was nothing. And it was one of those nights.

"If you need to be mean, be mean to me." Another drunk night, making him feel shitty and worthless. The last thing you needed.