From when you can remember you were a part of a friendgroup (Niall, Zayn, Liam, Harry, Louis and you). You were inseparable, always beside each other. Then they made a band, and you were their drummer.

After the band broke up, you and Niall stayed closed, eventually dated and got engaged few years later. Now you lived with him, had contact with everyone from your band, felt happy, loved and cared for.

But then something happened...

It is currently October 16th, 6pm. You were sitting on a couch in yours and Niall's shared apartment while he was in his work room. You watched some movie, hut more scrolled through your phone.

Then, Liam's mother's number popped up on your phone screen. You looked at it confused for a moment before answering, curious to why would she call you.

"Karen? Hey is someth-" you started but then you heard sniffles and sobs coming from the other side. You sat up straight, confused and worried "Karen? What's wrong?"

"It's Liam-" she choked out before crying out loud "he-he's dead" these words- these three words were enough to break you.

You sat there, confused, hurt, scared, in pure horror and disbelief. It felt like the world was spinning around, like the ground was taken from below you. You heard sniffles, sobs and words of grief coming from the other end of your phone. Buy you couldn't even react.

And then you heard footsteps "darling? What's going on?" You heard from beside you. You turned your head around, few tears making their way down your cheeks as your eyes landed on Niall's form.

You gripped the phone tightly, just staring at Niall. You couldn't speak, you felt like you couldn't even breathe.