You have liked Carvel since you were in first grade in high school, you always follow Carvel wherever you go. When Carvel sits on the bus after school, you definitely sit next to Carvel and then go home together.

Carvel doesn't talk much, he's quite cold. he doesn't really care about you. but you keep approaching him, you always ask him to talk even though he rarely answers what you say.

One day you were queuing to buy drinks at the canteen. you were looking around then you heard students talking "yes, I heard Carvel is going to change schools" then another said "I think Carvel is uncomfortable because he is being approached by that girl from another class" and another said "that's right, I heard that girl is very attached to Carvel, I think Carvel is uncomfortable" and another answered "that girl approached Carvel from first grade, I don't think she knows herself"

you heard that and you immediately looked down, after schools as usual you sat on the bus with carvel. accidentally the carvel document falls "I will help you" you say "no need" Carvel said, and he quickly took the paper. then you read that it was a school transfer paper.

When you got off the bus you tried to talk to Carvel in the spirit of "shut up" Carvel said cutting you off making you speechless then you immediately left Carvel.

Since that day, you have been away from Carvel, while you were eating in the cafeteria and Carvel was sitting in front of you, you said to your friend that you were going to class and you had finished eating. and when choosing a seat, you prefer to sit with your other friends rather than at the carvel. Carvel realized that Carvel is starting to feel something is missing, namely your attention. Carvel tries to talk to you but you avoid him.

One night you hear an urgent knock in your apartment, when you open it you see a carvel covered in wounds. he intentionally hurt himself to get your attention back. Carvel immediately hugged you and hid his face in your neck "don't ignore me..." he said in a deep voice