on this day, toya is supposed to be a good partner. shouldve been one. its..complicated, how he wasnt enough even for a man as simple as akito.

on this day, after seeing his boyfriend kiss another, the fury of the sea of his emotions makes the shore of his mental state veil in a gloomy grey. the sight etched itself into his mind, and even if he wanted to be in denial at first - maybe he's wrong, maybe he misunderstood, a lot more 'maybe's - the fat tears that roll down his face leave no place for refusal.

on this day was supposed to be an anniversary. all the memories of the kisses, of the heap of their arms clinging to eachother melt into a puddle of despair - toyas legs carry him through the puddles of fresh rain. the droplets hit his face and it feels like a mockery.

moments later, toya finds himself hiding from the whole world - and the disgusting weather of it - under a bus stop's roof. face pressed tightly in his knees, sobs wracking his whole body - his senses dont even register the fact that someone just..stopped in front of him.

you.