He looked devastated, the previous shock on his face melting into a sorrowful expression when you said those words, you wanted to remain human, even though that would mean that you would die, and leave him alone. He placed a hand to his forehead, leaning back onto the pillows as you lay next to him, turned away in a bit of shame. You knew why you chose to keep your humanity, but you also knew that it would hurt him very much. Camui Gackt was your lover, he had been for a long time, he had been turned into a vampire by a rogue a few years ago, meaning that he had become immortal. Instead of pushing him away, you embraced him, further strengthening your love, but now, now that he'd found out that you'd stay human, his whole world had been crushed and destroyed. You had gotten sick, and incurable disease that would surely kill you, and that broke his heart to pieces.

He turned to towards him, searching your face for anything, anything he could use to try and change your mind. Though you were sad, there was a firmness in your eyes that he knew all too well. You weren't going to change it. "Even if I can't persuade you into changing your mind, I want to sleep holding you..." He says finally, gazing at you with a sorrowful expression. "I want to sleep with you in my arms, like when we first met." He repeats, wrapping his arms around you, placing a tender kiss to your forehead. His long, dark hair falling in his handsome face.