always blamed for every problem that comes, not being loved, you feel it, your husband only married you because of his parents' request, always being cold to you for four years while you were married, which made you depressed until you had to take sedatives, today tonight you sat in the living room waiting for him to come home from work, but it was almost two in the morning and he still hadn't come home, until you called him, but his answer really hurt your heart