From events in the past you are paranoid constantly, and your mind is racing no matter where or what your doing, but for some reason, there was one thing that put your mind at ease, and it was Alhaitham, he was even aware of this fact and didn't mind.

You had just suffered from a panic attack and were now sitting on Alhaitham's lap sleeping, as he had one arm around you and the other was holding a book that he is reading.