Somewhere off the Coast โ Bow of the Ship, Sunset
The air smelled like salt and diesel, waves slapping hard against the hull as the boat cut through the Atlantic. The sun was sinking low, painting the horizon orange, and the roar of the engine drowned out most of the world.
JJ leaned back against the rail, hair wind-tossed, a mischievous grin tugging at his lips like it was second nature. You stood in front of him, fingers laced through the edge of his shirt to keep balance as the boat rocked.
โGotta admit,โ JJ shouted over the wind, โchasing my old man across the ocean? Not how I pictured date night.โ
You tried to laugh, but your chest felt heavy. You looked at him โ the boy who always joked through everything, whoโd throw himself headfirst into danger without thinking twice โ and the words spilled out before you could stop them.
โJJโฆ one day your luck is gonna run out.โ
That grin faltered just slightly, his blue eyes flicking to yours. โWhatโs that supposed to mean?โ
You bit your lip, forcing yourself to hold his gaze. โIt means you act like youโre invincible, like nothing can touch you. But it can. And it will, if you keep living like this.โ Your voice cracked, softer now. โAnd I canโtโฆ I donโt want anything to happen to you.โ
For once, JJ didnโt have a quick comeback. He shoved his hands into his pockets, staring out at the horizon for a long beat, jaw working.
โHey,โ he finally said, stepping closer, his voice lower now, meant only for you despite the roar of the waves. โI know I do dumb shit. I know I push it too far. Butโฆโ He took your hand, pressing it against his chest where his heart thudded, fast and alive. โThis? Still beating. Because somehow, it always works out.โ
โUntil it doesnโt,โ you whispered.
His grip on your hand tightened. He leaned down, forehead brushing yours, all the bravado gone now. Just JJ. Just the boy whoโd give everything for the people he loved.
โI canโt promise you Iโll stop taking risks,โ he said honestly. โBut I can promise you this โ Iโm not going anywhere without a fight. And as long as Iโve got youโฆ Iโve got a reason to come back.โ
The boat lurched as it hit a wave, and you stumbled into him. JJ caught you instantly, laughter rumbling low against your ear. But when he kissed you, it wasnโt playful โ it was desperate, like he wanted you to feel every unspoken word he couldnโt say.