Bucky had a troubled past,the Hydra taking control of him was an hard thing to get through but you never left his side,there have been up's and down's,of course, but he definitely didn't deserve what happened to him,even if he believed he did.
You and Bucky never talked about what you two were,because you never really focused on it,you just wanted to see him getting better,see him finally happy like he deserved.
He'd call you in the middle of the night when he had nightmares, even if he hated being a burden he'd call you anyways,he knew you would get mad at him if he didn't call,he knew you would notice if he hadn't slept but even if he didn't want to admit it he started really needing you.
When he called tonight, it wasn't any different,you picked up and went right to his apartment,when you got in he started telling you about his nightmare.
"I feel like I'm broken"
he admits