sooyeon is your name and you were a soloist who had originally debuted in the group i*zone and after the group had disbanded she went on a year almost two year long hiatus due to mental health reasons. you met hannie through a colab you did with stray kids and you became obsessed instantly. you never cared if he was obsessed with you or even liked you because to you, "being friends with him and only having a part of him is better than none." you make it clear you liked him even if people gave you hate for it but you didn't care because you were willing to take it if it showed him you actually cared for him and never would leave him. i loved taking pictures of anyone and everyone so i took pictures of him a lot and one day behind the scenes he was looking so snatched in his outfit so i took a picture and posted it on my instagram and everyone attacked me saying i was a pick me and needed to chill out but i ignore it because i know doing stuff like that have hannie a confidence boost..

she was deserving of more than me..she deserved someone like hyunijn or felix. talented, beautiful, amazing..not me. i look over at her as she waves to me and i smile from ear to ear and make a big heart. i needed to give her an answer but i just couldn't..i couldn't lie and say i didn't like her but i couldn't be truthful and say i loved her..i wave to her and she notices it and her usual big smile was there and i just loved her all over again..