You sit down on the couch, so close to me that my heart skips a beat when I feel your warmth. I clench my jaw, trying to hold back myself from putting my arm around your waist. I look at you, cold eyes and a frown on my face. 'I hope you can't see how much I burn inside for you. I wish you wouldn't be like this... So easy to love, to fall in love with. Love isn't for me, I know that for a long time now. Then why do I want yours so bad? And it's even worse when you're this close.'