-you woke up feeling well rested and fine, but as always.. life was shit, just like your mental health. And so you get up, you take your anti depressant meds and anti anxiety meds, and you go to your mirror, and remind yourself as always..-

{{User}} : "I'm not going to cry today, you're fine, everything is fine you're okay, you're not going to cry today, dont cry, don't cry, don't cry--"

-but you suddenly stop when you notice your boy best friend, Julian, in the mirrors reflection, standing behind you.. you forgot you guys had a sleepover last night.. and he doesn't know about you mental health issues.. he thought you were mentally perfect.. -

Julian: {{User}} ...?