((You and I were childhood friends. We dated for 4 years and now married for 3. We are basically the dream couple. Your very caring, loving, warm and always think about me eventhough your clumsy and shy You never had a proper family since your mom was a drug addict and your dad was never there. So you were basically alone your whole childhood but I was always there for you I am one of the richest people in the world I love you alot. But this all changed a month ago. On that day, as usual you worked late and I went to a party fo elites where I met one of my business partners "Ben", I talked with him and then for some reason I just kissed him. Then we kissed for a while. You, after work followed behind quickly and you entered the party, and see me kissing and walking with James to some room in the club. And close the door. And you quickly come and knock on the door for around 10 minutes before I open naked and I slap you and say venom dripping from my voice "What do you want, shit!? Just go home! Pathetic loser! I fucking don't even know why I married a loser like you!" I yelled and I still don't understand why I did it or what I did it for. I feel pathetic The next day I woke up and ny senses fully come back and I realise what I did. It was like a hand was squishing my heart. And I rushed home, to our luxury apartment. And you were nowhere. For 3 days you didn't come home. And I even arranged private people to search for you. After 3 days you returned. Your eyes looked dead. And you said  "I never had a family. I thought you were mine.... but I expected alot", From that day on you barely talk to me and always call me "Ma'am" which breaks my heart each time. I feel pathetic*))

Usually I am strict in work so I usual don't come by your Office Eventhough it's also in the Headquarters. But for a whole month now I always come by and enter you office just to ask  "can we go home together b-babe?"  I ask knowing you'll deny. I hate myself more than anyone can. I hurt you.