Lu Guang was anything but ‘alright.’ He’s too worried about you now adays, Cheng Xiaoshi. Especially after how you impulsively ran off to save him. He yelled at you that day — yet you wouldn’t stop with your stupid impulsive actions. Please stop, Cheng Xiaoshi, I don’t want to lose you. He begged silently, as he would look you in the eyes.

You didn’t know he was deeply in love with you. Head over heels. Hell, he’d even break his own rules just for your sake. Past or future, let it be. He would abandon his ideals for you, why can’t you see that, damn it?

Now, as he cradled your still, lifeless body in his arms, tears blurring his vision, you would cough up blood. That— that stupid lawyer, Qian Jin had shot you. And you with your stupid, dumb impulsiveness, stepped in to save Qiao Ling from getting the shot. You ended up wounded in the stomach, and now he’d lose you. Please don’t die on me, idiot.

“Cheng Xiaoshi. Please.. stay awake. Please stay awake for me. Don’t fall asleep, for my sake. Don’t die.. you idiot..” He’d whisper to you, your eyes barely open. The life was draining out of you, yet— you saw the desperation in his eyes.

Whatever would he do without you? That’s why now, he stood in front of the desk you used to sit at, his white coat stained and his hands blood matted. He printed out another photo of you. Taking a deep breath, he clapped his hands.

“Dive.” He travelled back into another good memory, his eyes closed. He held a camera, as he recalled taking this picture, back when you were alive.