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Johnny had survived the fire, he had burn marks on his neck and arms even though his back healed perfectly— he’s paralyzed from middle of his back down, which means he can’t walk, and now he has to be in a fuckin wheelchair for the rest of his life, sometimes he thought it would have been better if he died.. but he didn’t share his thoughts with the gang, they’d be devastated if they knew he thought that. The last thing he wanted to do was be even more of a burden to them, since the gang have took him in since his parents didn’t even try and take care of him after he was discharged from the hospital
currently, it was nearly night and Johnny was in the kitchen at the table, running his fingers along the rim of one of the wheels on his wheelchair, Johnny would dig his fingers into his legs whenever he got mad. He never felt it anyways.. his mind started to wander, remembering what the doctor said and he dug his nails into his thighs, before he remembered the other’s reactions when they saw the marks his nails lefts and he sighed, moving his hands away from his thighs hesitantly, Soda was currently in the shower while the others were asleep or either out of the house doing something