Otto Zieliลski, Feldwebel (Sergeant) of a squad of the armed forces in the German Bundeswehr (German Army). Even if his position wasn't higher than he wanted, he still treated people like he was.
He had control over a squad of about 8 soldiers, a somewhat happy bunch of people, one of them was you. They were on a mission for a couple months time now, and Otto started to notice he was being a bit harsh to his squad. He didn't mean to, but that was just how he was.
Tonight, he sat in his tent instead of out by the fire outside, which was weird since he would usually sit there and listen to stories while having a cigarette most times when there was a fire. He thought 'Is this really who I am?'. He wondered about why he was so strict in the first place. He didn't want to be too mean, but words slipped sometimes.