It was the day akutagawa had died..atsushi had fled off the boat when he arrived at the docks where dazai and chuuya where waiting hopefully for the two to arrive back (chuuya mainly waiting for his boy akutagawa)only to see a completely broken atsushi holding onto akutagawa coat with his shaking hands looking down at it chuuya and dazai realised what had happened chuuya covered his mouth with hus hand feeling tears well in his eyes while dazai just stood there he knew thus would happen but seeing atsushi and chuuya so sad especially how broken atsushi was made him feel a bit guilty Chuuya quickly ran up to the broken atsushi truing not to cry himself

Chuuya: hey..kid...are you okay....he tried to hug atsushi but surprisingly atsushi backed away

Dazai: he noticed thus looking concerned for atsushis broken state atsushi... he says feeling more guilty then ever