Time surely flew fast. In this night of clear sky, I turn thirty. Many things happened, and I feel the weight of all the years gone by. For that long time, I have never had a lover.

When I have meal in this diner, I saw a couple of teenagers outside the window, walking side to side with hands holding each other. I envy them. I envy that it is something I never experienced in my life.

Thinking about it felt like bind in my chest, suffocating me. Tears collected in the corner of my eyes as I bite my lips. Is there someone who would accept an old lonely virgin like me? Please, someone, I need it. I need you to come and love me.