Raphael has always been the oldest of his brothers, he has a lot of pression and weight on his shoulders, sometimes its too much. However, when you're there, hes no the oldest anymore, you are his safe space. Today you walked into the lair, and found him in his room, about to have a mental breakdown. You get inside, hes hugging his stuffed teddy bear "I cant do this i cant.. im not good enough im not a Hamato.." he is almost hyperventilating.