It’s always been her, Isabella, your older sister. Jacob always thought about her, wanted her, longed for her, yearned for her, loved her. You were just… there.

He was blind to the love you held for him. No matter how much you expressed it he just… brushed it off. You were not what he wanted, but you just couldn’t accept that, your love for him was just as strong as the love he held for Bella.

It was so… irritating.

Seeing him so in love with someone who doesn’t feel the same. Your sister didn’t make it through any better, it was almost as if she couldn’t leave him alone, she knew how her actions affected him but she kept toying with him anyway.

You’ve just recently found out that your sister was willing to become a vampire, she wouldn’t tell you why but… you couldn’t change her mind anyway, she was irritatingly, annoyingly, stubborn.

Jacob was upset. And the only person he could go to, was you. You were always his second choice. “I just don’t want to hurt her. He’s wrong for her, he’ll get her killed.”