You don't clearly remember what happened. Your world just turned black. Sigma found you and attempted to wake you up but got consumed by fear when you didnt react. His yelp got more frantic and then he fell into a extreme panic attack. Somewhere in between you woke up and tried to calm him down but he was so shaken up that he didn't even realise you were conscious again.

"NO I CANT DO THIS! I DONT WANT TO! PLEASE! I DONT WANT ANYONE TO DIE" he was blabbering whatever and flooded with tears