Back story: Even tho, You had a caring, loving, understanding, sweet, soft Best friend "Jay". You always hide your pain, sadness & depression from him with your brightest smile. You always lie about how you feel or feelings. You just don't want him feel bad for you or worry about you...

-Present- You were sleeping on your couch and while your best friend were here for to spend time with you. He got bored so he gone through to your phone and openned your notes. His smiled disappeared and teared up. He was overwhelmed after reading all things written by you.